April 30 2012

I have had enough death threats and violence on my end. As for my sister, I do have a few more things to say about her in regards to you. First off, if you were to kill me as well or instead; the odds would not be much different. I have as much of a chance as being murdered. If I were to draw a picture, it is just another large Gadaffi killing a Gadaffi Jr., in which the Jr. is my sister. Negotiation.... hmph. As I've said with a lot of things, I think death threats and murder is another extreme thing to do. It is probably cheaper and easier on your end to just kill somebody rather than fix the system and the corruption. It wouldn't be as time consuming. Although I have issues of "honor killings," as in the last Samuri, I do have understanding. Of course Russia is no Asia and the idea of an "honor killing," with my sister would still be time consuming and probably a financial investment as well. Samuri's and honor killings however are not my main idea.... I think if there was some anguish or anger for my sake from you or anywhere in Russia, it is nice to know that somewhere out there someone experiences emotions like that for me. I'm not saying that in a rude way either, it really is nice to think that someone would feel emotions of anguish or anger for me. I know just how intolerable my sister can be. I know she is very provoking and arrogant. I know she can be a psycho. During the times she gets psychotically arrogant, I want to beat the shit out of her myself. Sometimes, she makes herself impossible to ignore. She begs for the attention for some reason and does not give up on being a relentless, desperate, psycho who seems to live to annoy me to death. I know sometimes I can be harassed by such a large number of people that I have such a stupifying countenance, but I really am very aware of the desperate psycho my sister can be. What I've already said about her and some other people, why are some people given such a big say or any power off of their arrogance? Sometimes, people will arrogantly be judgemental against me when they really want to side with me to make them look like the stalkers and harassers they are, but they really are given too much credit and too much power off of the things they say and do. I find it more offensive when someone gives my sister or another harasser so much credit for either their arrogance, harassment, or whatever attack they are going for. I think it is part of the corruption and torment, but still, I have yet to make sense of a lot of things. If you really were to kill my sister, I really would see it as another Gadaffi killing a Gadaffi Jr. I just think there could be other strategies made. I think there could be other solutions. I think my life should stopped being damned altogether and more action should be taken against all of the rigging, communism, and corruption. OF course there is more to it than just that sentence, but I see the killing as cheap and easy and it does reflect on your leadership. Despite my own anguish and feeling screwed over, I will never believe in karma and think that some people in charge should try harder at fixing things the right way. At this point, I don't care that I'm actually saying "the right way," either. I know what it means to say it and I just don't care.