And other people too

Yesterday, I spent time thinking more about Jared Leto's newest video and it makes sense to have some kind of story come together:

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Ok, there are other Middle Eastern countries as well and even African and Asian countries; numerous countries that enable human trafficking. It is part of a tradition of some Hindu, Islamic, Arab and plenty of other cultures.
I think a difference with Russia is that it is not as comparably poor as other countries. This means that even though I think it is wrong irregardless of the wealth factor, that Russia has a larger accountability because they are more wealthy. In reflection of government authority, it is the governement's responsibility for the well-being of their people. Especially since Russia is more communist, the government has more responsibility they bring on themselves.

One interesting thing that I have learned concerning religion is a continued snowflake emphasis that not everyone sees the world the same. People are brought up in various ways; these people think it is the natural and acceptable way to live. I think it varies whether people have issues or not with the way they were brought up. Some people do not mind or care at all. Other people who may have chances to have more experience in life to travel and compare other cultures, have the potential to be jealous of another culture.

I will always believe in free will. Therefore, I believe that any person is able to change and adapt to a new life or culture if it is a choice or direction that they want to follow through with. I do not believe that just because a person was born into some kind of lifestyle that it means they are doomed and damned to live the rest of their life in the way they were brought up.

My focus is on human trafficking, but I have not forgotten about so many other issues that exist. Issues that are simple as a child having no shame for robbery; he steals food for his own survival.

To elaborate more on the issue of human trafficking is not simple at all. I think there are definitely different degrees and subculture traditions that varies when women are subjected to men. I definitely would believe that Russian women are probably more subject to men in comparison to American women.
American women have progressively fought for women's rights throughout the years. Yes, America even has its own dating services. There is match.com, eharmony.com, and numerous other dating services where a woman is in a little more control over her choice of mate. I still am very cynical and believe that human traifficking can still occur in the U.S., however I think the U.S. has lower statistics concerning it.
Like I said there are plenty of other countries that extremely subjects women to men. But in Russia, it is more outspoken and has no shame of its subjectification of women. Russia has even recently publicized its high statistics for domestic violence. They even give attention to their own corrupt justice system. Some women have at least tried to go to the police about the violence they have experienced, but most feel hopeless and give up on the justice system. They discover that the justice system really does not do anything about it. Their media even says that most runaways are eventually found and murdered by their husbands.

... My anger was sparked yesterday. I believe it is Jon that likes to pick at and pull my triggers and leaves me to drown in incompetence. I really do see Jon as a relentless hater that wants to get the best of me. He is upset that I am not at his command and does not give up in puppeting me to be gay and shoving me on women. I am so fed up with his sexual harassments, abuse, and assaults. Jon is a very sick man among other chauvenistic sick men. It isn't about being a gay hater, it is about being sickly abused by another in telling me who to date, love, go to bed with.

Even after all of the obsession over the gay issue, I grow more numb to it. I grow more self-preserved in waiting for the right secure man to come along.

But, back to Jared Leto's video. I acknowledge that he said it is only a dream and not reality. It is still influential, especially when I put some scatterings together.
Would I really kill someone who is either personally responsible for my experienced sexual abuse or a head honcho who is the leader and responsible of other people's experienced sexual abuse? Would I kill them out of being right?
I wonder and think to myself sometimes....... I notice a growing predictability of controlled and even emotionally set up triggered and manipulated environments. I find it so bizarre that some, Jared Leto in this instance, is so outspoken and being dramatic about something that realistically angers me. Maybe some wars are not surprise attacks, maybe it has been before or throughout history a dramatic momentum that builds to explode into a war. It just doesn't seem right or natural to keep creating some kind of a play or broadcast drama concerning real anger and hate.

I think Medvedev has already noticed and made a clear call and catty directive that I am no longer indifferent to him. Yet, I have a weird loyalty.......



I find this all mind blowing with how heard I am concerning this issue. Russia does pay good attention to me. This is why some say that people make their enemies their closest friends.

There is an obvious tension that is progressively building. I hate to feel so obligated or pressured to take some kind of serious action.

Would I kill to be right???????????.......................

To further this, Jared does bring out the politic in me. Hatred/violence begets hatred and violence. This means that it is predictable to assume that most people will draw back and in defense come up with their own opinion and mirror back to the starter: "would I kill you to be right."
Especially with so many religions, there are so many karma gamers out there who want to rig and play games where nobody has clean hands and everyone is guilty of the same issue.
People forget everything about uniqueness and snowflakes to say we are all the same when in fact people do make different choices, actions, and have their own extent of feelings concerning events. It is very sloppy, corrupt, inhumane, and rigged accountability.

This is why I do not have much appreciation to make my thoughts known. I know predictability of others and even smaller fights that it causes over competence, ego feuds over who dumps who with so many codependent or status oriented that they feel their reputation is on the line. There is always the arrogant and pretentious scientist that thinks they know who is best for you. And, as I have already said, until the day I die, the "scientist" will be overlooked, disposed of, and not valued. I reassert my belief in free will and free choice. Anything else is sadistic rape.

In a different trail concerning sexuality, there is a difference between rape and male domination.
Just because I do not like my sexuality to be exploited it does not mean I am insecure over my sexuality. It is something personal, valued, and that I would want to keep to myself and see no point of it being another person's business.
Of all the secrets that are acknowledged and ignored it isn't surprising what is not ignored.
I hate the danger of it. There are still chauvenistic, arrogant, and ignorant men who do not understand my personal sophistication of a sexual wanting. It makes me vulnerable to more ignorant people. In addition, outside of sexuality is the understanding of extent of male domination in the rest of my life. This could definitely be a major issue.

My sister?

Hmmm. I'm a little puzzled at the conversation. I don't know if sharing drama with another country really counts as "treason," against my country.
Anyway, the most obvious catty guess is that you may be trying to conversate with me about my sister with the name Anna Politkovskaya. First off, in literal terms, I give sympathy and respects to her and her mission. This is the first time I have heard of her in real life. When it comes to being a humanitarian, I give support and do not like to bring a discord of competition. Competence can always be an issue when it comes to anything, but I don't want to compete with it right now.

As for my sister, it sounds like someone else already shared info, or you guys actually had spies to spy on my sister for some reason.?

Yes, I see you are dangerous. I am a sensible person, and the idea of carrying on talks and getting somewhat closer is not an easy or sensible idea to me. I know my own country is capable of danger and have already been threatened by some people, but Russia still seems more dangerous.
It is easier to be a fighter from and in a different country when it comes to sexual harassment. When attempts are made to conversate at info that has already been compromised, I feel no choice but to keep walking in your direction. I don't see why I should run.
I also did see the comment that it looks like you blame Maggie for negative drama, but I'm still not convinced that Dmitri or some other Russian may be serious about being on good terms.
Anyway, about my sister. I'm sure if you saw me give her the flowers, you must have also seen the note. You guys need to keep in mind the fact that we are sisters. You paint her in good character, and I'm sure she has achieved many positive fights for women's rights. BUT, when male drama is with me and my sister, it is not the same story, same intent or motive.
In recent times, I have actually called her Russia Jr, because her cat is in a movie with Josh. Josh is the psycho ex lover that inspired me to be an innovator of Precious. It is my displaced feelings that should have gone towards Josh andd not my family. A little truthful with my family, but exaggerated. Their abuse is verbal, sick, and psychological.
Put two and two together. Katie + Josh + me as their "baby daughter" = Sadism.
Its not something that can be reasoned with. Its not something I would even come close to considering. Katie could easily say: "Oh, she is just closed-minded and we need to teach her a lesson." She does have a very competitive attitude of domination from time to time. It was what drives me to constantly remind her that we are different people who have made different decisions in life. What is ok, normal, or acceptable to her, is not in the same terms in my personal book.
Even in history, she played a role in sending me to the hospital. I think people really did have a sadistic intent and motive to drive me insane. So many people want to be the "boss," and call all shots in my life and be clueless to what I really think or feel. Its pointless. There was no regard. In the beginning, when I was naive to their sadism, I was a little more fair with my thoughts. But then, I realized nobody was taking me for my word, I felt raped although it wasn't a sexual rape. It was very tormenting and torturous because not only was I being ignored and neglected, but I was far from being on the same page as some people. We both knew they were trying to talk to me, but I was extremely lost in so many ways.
I gave a list of suspects to the people I thought was responsible, but I really don't know who shares the most responsibility in the large organized crime.
It was disgusting though to see her and other girls treat me like their barbie doll. They seemed to know more about "my relationships," than I did. I just don't see the why, the purpose, the reason for a number of girls to feel that they are the constant mediators of "the relationships I was in." It was always done in a catty connective way. My sister sometimes dated guys that had the same name of a different guy that was "dating," me. You want to talk about driving me insane when the guy didn't even approach me in person? ugh. I still don't get it to this day.
It might have been a karma game from a guy in high school. He might have blown it way out of proportion when there was only one example of having a shared conversation with another about him. If so, I think he is psycho in obsessing and taking it so far to organized crime and trafficking. Personally, I think it is victimization of isolation.
When in a relationship, I like things to be between me and my man. We are the ultimate decision makers in the relationship (though I havn't been in one for eternity). But, I consider myself to have an already balanced adult perspective with keeping secrets with different people and "my lover." The thing is, its hard to say there has really ever been a lover.
I feel that people moreso, sit back in assumptions and do nothing but constant grilling. It's almost like the guy tries too hard to prove that his pursuit is not trustworthy, and gangs up on her with her friends, enemies, and ex-friends. How would someone call that a relationship, or even want to spend anymore time in being in one like that?
Like I said, I am a FELLOW supporter of other humanitarians and balanced feminists. But, my sister or any other random person, I will not be controlled or mothered by one. There is a difference with opinion and criticism vs. subjecting a person as their doll. If there is ever a positive motive of giving me relief with some torment, it would be shared support in teaching people how to unsubjectively talk to others. Unsubjective talk seems that right now, it should be taken to the exteme: Nonpossessiveness, leaving room for all rights of an individual, acknowledge the person.