Hmmm. I'm a little puzzled at the conversation. I don't know if sharing drama with another country really counts as "treason," against my country.
Anyway, the most obvious catty guess is that you may be trying to conversate with me about my sister with the name Anna Politkovskaya. First off, in literal terms, I give sympathy and respects to her and her mission. This is the first time I have heard of her in real life. When it comes to being a humanitarian, I give support and do not like to bring a discord of competition. Competence can always be an issue when it comes to anything, but I don't want to compete with it right now.
As for my sister, it sounds like someone else already shared info, or you guys actually had spies to spy on my sister for some reason.?
Yes, I see you are dangerous. I am a sensible person, and the idea of carrying on talks and getting somewhat closer is not an easy or sensible idea to me. I know my own country is capable of danger and have already been threatened by some people, but Russia still seems more dangerous.
It is easier to be a fighter from and in a different country when it comes to sexual harassment. When attempts are made to conversate at info that has already been compromised, I feel no choice but to keep walking in your direction. I don't see why I should run.
I also did see the comment that it looks like you blame Maggie for negative drama, but I'm still not convinced that Dmitri or some other Russian may be serious about being on good terms.
Anyway, about my sister. I'm sure if you saw me give her the flowers, you must have also seen the note. You guys need to keep in mind the fact that we are sisters. You paint her in good character, and I'm sure she has achieved many positive fights for women's rights. BUT, when male drama is with me and my sister, it is not the same story, same intent or motive.
In recent times, I have actually called her Russia Jr, because her cat is in a movie with Josh. Josh is the psycho ex lover that inspired me to be an innovator of Precious. It is my displaced feelings that should have gone towards Josh andd not my family. A little truthful with my family, but exaggerated. Their abuse is verbal, sick, and psychological.
Put two and two together. Katie + Josh + me as their "baby daughter" = Sadism.
Its not something that can be reasoned with. Its not something I would even come close to considering. Katie could easily say: "Oh, she is just closed-minded and we need to teach her a lesson." She does have a very competitive attitude of domination from time to time. It was what drives me to constantly remind her that we are different people who have made different decisions in life. What is ok, normal, or acceptable to her, is not in the same terms in my personal book.
Even in history, she played a role in sending me to the hospital. I think people really did have a sadistic intent and motive to drive me insane. So many people want to be the "boss," and call all shots in my life and be clueless to what I really think or feel. Its pointless. There was no regard. In the beginning, when I was naive to their sadism, I was a little more fair with my thoughts. But then, I realized nobody was taking me for my word, I felt raped although it wasn't a sexual rape. It was very tormenting and torturous because not only was I being ignored and neglected, but I was far from being on the same page as some people. We both knew they were trying to talk to me, but I was extremely lost in so many ways.
I gave a list of suspects to the people I thought was responsible, but I really don't know who shares the most responsibility in the large organized crime.
It was disgusting though to see her and other girls treat me like their barbie doll. They seemed to know more about "my relationships," than I did. I just don't see the why, the purpose, the reason for a number of girls to feel that they are the constant mediators of "the relationships I was in." It was always done in a catty connective way. My sister sometimes dated guys that had the same name of a different guy that was "dating," me. You want to talk about driving me insane when the guy didn't even approach me in person? ugh. I still don't get it to this day.
It might have been a karma game from a guy in high school. He might have blown it way out of proportion when there was only one example of having a shared conversation with another about him. If so, I think he is psycho in obsessing and taking it so far to organized crime and trafficking. Personally, I think it is victimization of isolation.
When in a relationship, I like things to be between me and my man. We are the ultimate decision makers in the relationship (though I havn't been in one for eternity). But, I consider myself to have an already balanced adult perspective with keeping secrets with different people and "my lover." The thing is, its hard to say there has really ever been a lover.
I feel that people moreso, sit back in assumptions and do nothing but constant grilling. It's almost like the guy tries too hard to prove that his pursuit is not trustworthy, and gangs up on her with her friends, enemies, and ex-friends. How would someone call that a relationship, or even want to spend anymore time in being in one like that?
Like I said, I am a FELLOW supporter of other humanitarians and balanced feminists. But, my sister or any other random person, I will not be controlled or mothered by one. There is a difference with opinion and criticism vs. subjecting a person as their doll. If there is ever a positive motive of giving me relief with some torment, it would be shared support in teaching people how to unsubjectively talk to others. Unsubjective talk seems that right now, it should be taken to the exteme: Nonpossessiveness, leaving room for all rights of an individual, acknowledge the person.
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