Thoughts

I still have yet to figure out a way to make sense of a lot of things.

My mind was sparked though by a recent message. It is just an assumption to roll with. I do not know Medvedev's entire personal philosophy or religious view. But, I really do love talking philosophy sometimes.
Anyway, I had posted a picture on a previous blog: "Ignorance, making people feel self righteous for over 2000 years."
Recently, I think he may have been trying to make a further insinuation with his post where it may be insulting Christianity as a whole. I'm not entirely sure.

I want to clarify where I stand and be a little debating.
It is slightly known from a big perspective that some people view Christians being less intelligent. The view is that some people allow their religion to either go too far or have some kind of mind-washed perspective along with being less intelligent.
I can agree only to an extent, but I also think that there are some people who really are intelligent and have a higher education that still keep the faith.
Generally speaking, I find it easy and simple to keep a non-biased perspective and remember how many other people there are in the world despite how narrow-minded other people allow themselves to be.

Leading to my next idea is just that. Some people are more helpless than others. It really varies with how much support and help a person does have. It also varies with what a particular person decides and chooses to do within limits of helplessness and support. I think the issue of faith really is a major key to this issue where people have that freedom of whether or not they want to keep the faith.
Sadly, while some people are not only tormented by their helplessness, they are further tormented by the higher ups who are responsible for making some decisions for them. I think there are key factors to remember in this: How lazy are the higher ups? How do they make judgement? Are they really fair? How arrogant are they and how much do they allow their own arrogance to dictate their decisions? How corrupt are they? How much research and accountability do they take into regard?

These thoughts are part of my turmoil and hatred of communism and socialism. It takes way too much control, self entitlement and self validation to take ownership of other people. Not just when these higher ups are being possessive, but also when taking too much, people forget that they are imperfect. People do not realize how many fallacies there could be. There are so many things those category of people could fail to see, understand, or fall short with......

..........Some people are real perverts with how they give systematic labels. I have stayed pretty much the same in referring the socialism and communism to slave labor. I will not deny myself humanity and having human rights. I feel no guilt with being angry or hateful when my boundary lines are crossed.
Some people really go too far in crossing the lines as well with their own provokings. I can't help but be a little arrogant when people comment on how blank, unmoved, and calm I can be. I really get provoked often, I get more and more thick skinned through time, although some people can find ways to get a rise out of me from time to time.

............It sickens me with what some people get away with.............

But, back to the beginning. I know there are a lot of people who have been given the authority and delegation to judge. Time after time, I feel regardless, I will always be rigged, set up to fail, and people will deny their dislike and own prejudices to say it isn't them it is me, it is my fault.
I really do feel hopeless and helpless.
I'm tired of relentless stalkers and bickerers.
I'm tired of liars.

Patience is easier said than done.
Standing one's ground is easier said than done.
Enduring and persevering is easier said than done.

With my background and some gained insight: it is impossible and even a suicidal feeling to think of having to lose myself. Just because slave labor is enforced, it does not mean that they have my soul or my heart.

Brings the passion back with the band "My chemical Romance."

Not all the lyrics match me, but I understand to some extent how he feels.

Famous Last Words
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8bbTtPL1jRs

Black Parade
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kDWgsQhbaqU